rage

i have a lot of emotions inside of me now that im trying to control.

you know sometimes when you feel that its like a one way relatonship?although im not in a relationship i still have feelings.i felt like im the only one determined to patch things up.i couldnt feel you these past few days.not even a single bit.i kept trying to make myself understand that you have to do this because your in school, and you told me last time that its not possible to know in full detail what we have been doing.so i kept all these inside of me and im releasing it here.

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i blame you for what i feel.oh yes i do,i do.emotions like this can hurt people and i am now very much hurt.i dont really mind you doin all this stuff if you dont forget about me.i mean,cmon,i also have lots of thins to do but i take time to sms you or call you or whatever.but you,once youre doing something you forget everything.dont tell me that you dont have those few minutes to spare because you do have it if you want to have it.its your choice.do you remember that time that i got addicted to warcraft?how did that make you feel?maybe im feeling the same way now.but thats just a maybe.

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like i said,it was your choice.and its like my sister said,God gives you the opportunity,you decide if youd take it or if youd even notice it.

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